Post by DeepFriedWafflez on Oct 17, 2016 0:35:48 GMT
It's been a good run, and for a good while I have enjoyed the server. Alas that is not the case anymore. I cannot continue to play the server with the current stand of the community. Wether it be the constant disrespect between players, or the general fact that it is impossible to have any bit of fun while players argue with one another over being punished for breaking rules, over someone making a mistake. I really do care for this server, but it has grown sick from its once popular, bright, and friendly player base.
The mere fact is nowadays, players can't seem to accept a staff members decision on remotely anything (Being punished for breaking rules, or quitting just because no one thinks they have the qualities for t-mod). I guess I seemed to have gained beer goggles on the server in the past months since the shutdown was announced, since I knew there was problems that were major, but was in denial. I don't really want to pin blame on players, but the downhill of the server is heavily weighted on a few. I know I've kinda let a bit of the community hate seep into me, and I've been less proactive/nice to players recently, for that I would like to say sorry to all of you.
Backstab,
I am really grateful for the chance you gave me to improve myself by allowing me to be a staff member on your server. It really does mean a lot. I don't want you to feel responsible for the general atmosphere of the server, its not your fault. You have school, real life should always be put first, and i respect you for that. It was a tough choice since I know you do still care about the server, or you would not have given us another 6 months. Granted, I will admit there is a part of me that is annoyed with how you would sometimes be stubborn about adding things to overall improve player quality of life, but most of the time you did come around. There was alot of communication errors between all the staff that did cause somewhat of a "rift" and I know I was one of the people secretly spewing hate about it. I'm truly sorry for that.
I hope everything goes well for you in the future, good luck in school! You can choose to keep me on steam if you want, but it's up to you. Same goes to all the other active players on Backstab's. Who knows, maybe if things get a little better I might come on occasionally.
The mere fact is nowadays, players can't seem to accept a staff members decision on remotely anything (Being punished for breaking rules, or quitting just because no one thinks they have the qualities for t-mod). I guess I seemed to have gained beer goggles on the server in the past months since the shutdown was announced, since I knew there was problems that were major, but was in denial. I don't really want to pin blame on players, but the downhill of the server is heavily weighted on a few. I know I've kinda let a bit of the community hate seep into me, and I've been less proactive/nice to players recently, for that I would like to say sorry to all of you.
Backstab,
I am really grateful for the chance you gave me to improve myself by allowing me to be a staff member on your server. It really does mean a lot. I don't want you to feel responsible for the general atmosphere of the server, its not your fault. You have school, real life should always be put first, and i respect you for that. It was a tough choice since I know you do still care about the server, or you would not have given us another 6 months. Granted, I will admit there is a part of me that is annoyed with how you would sometimes be stubborn about adding things to overall improve player quality of life, but most of the time you did come around. There was alot of communication errors between all the staff that did cause somewhat of a "rift" and I know I was one of the people secretly spewing hate about it. I'm truly sorry for that.
I hope everything goes well for you in the future, good luck in school! You can choose to keep me on steam if you want, but it's up to you. Same goes to all the other active players on Backstab's. Who knows, maybe if things get a little better I might come on occasionally.
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