Waste's TrialMod Application

Ohhhh, I see. Of course, I'm not a whole new person or anything... But yeah, I DO NOT RDM. That is all I want to make clear, as my reputation has already been ruined (By me).

btw this "drug " you and mentioned waste is what looks like you pic is on not know what he is or what he wants to become as long as it can get him to have fun . so what I'm saying is give it time and prove that this"drug " is a honest tat drug and not an rd. drug

Um, I'm going to be very honest, that made almost no sense to me. Are you saying my profile pic is on drugs? Because that definitely makes sense.

Tuk, I disagree with the part u said that people don't change. People do change. Physically and mentally. For example, most people go through phases throughout their lives and stuff. Maybe they do build character, idk. Foundations changes and people can change themselves, you know what i mean?

Example from my life: (maybe personal? idk)

CONTEXT

2008-12:
Used to be best buddies with a girl (Sunny). We go to all these trips together when we were kids.
I only see her a few times a year and I can only see her during family/friend trips. We used to talk about everything, and we used to play Life on her gameboy and stuff.

Fast forward to 2012:

Go to Hawaii, other friends don't come. My brother and I are pretty much the ONLY MALES (besides the 2 adults) on the bus. I chose to sit in the front because u know, there were no other guys and I left Sunny alone in the back for like 10 days. I barely even talked to her. Now i regret this.. cause i feel bad. She was alone all in the back!!!

2015 (december):
She still the same. Looks the same and grew taller. I had some family issues earlier, so my mom couldn't come on the trip to Penn. This was the first time she didn't come (she hosts all these vacations) and I was sad. I brought my computer to the hotel (where there was a party) and I sat on a sofa to watch netflix and stuff. Sunny comes in and sits next to me and tries to have a convo with me. Sadly, I only answered her questions and shut her out. I think she was trying really hard to talk to me, but I just shut her down.

2015: ITALY (August)
I got taller, she got taller. We're like the same height now (when she wears those 3 in shoes. She becomes like 5' 11 with those shoes) Anyway, this time I recovered, but my mom still didn't come. I really wanted to say sorry after all these years. She says hi. I say hi. End of conversation. This time I tried my hardest xD. Like my hardest to have a conversation with her, but it always ended up with me asking her a question, her responding and that was it. I tasted my own medicine... It was bitter.

TL; DR (too long didnt read): Old friend called sunny used to be my best buddy. we could talk for hours and hours and still talk. fast forward like 8 years and now i cant even hold a conversation with her!

SO how is this related?? U can clearly see that I changed and she changed. I don't think that my "building of character" caused this. I just changed from school & friends and influences and blah blah blah.

I believe waste is ok, but I do know he RDMed a lot in the past. If he does abuse, then i ban him forever. Plus, thats like the worst punishment, and he can't really abuse as tmod. The worst he can do is slay someone extra or something.

He doesn't have enough +reps, so he has to wait.

Sorry for this lengthy post.

Thanks,
Backstab

Exactly! Very nice story, I hope you and Sunny can re-connect at some point. But yeah, I've mentioned it before... I can't really abuse as a Tmod. I seriously would just like to be able to improve the server and stop RDM and all that. Also, TL;DR Means "Too lazy didn't read" not "Too long didn't read". Just pointing that out, thanks for the story.

tldr can mean both u know

I'll look it up, but ok!

-rep You were disrespectful to me once for the wrong reason and we got an understanding then i asked for an apology and you very rudely said no.

Backstab I see what you mean but I was talking as an individual. What I ment by changing is socially acting the complete opposite of what they were before. Sure morals can change but I feel he will go back to his old ways. I dont want to change my mind.

Edit: I also want to add on that I had the same problem too. I just lost common interest between my friend so we had nothing to talk about. Another time I had a friend that was bullied(I didnt know at the time) and she just stop talking to me or her friends. Both transferred in the middle of the school year.

Wait, what Morty? I don't ever remember that happening... My experience with you so far has been good... I seriously cannot recall being asked for an apology, or ever being disrespectful to you... You may be thinking of the wrong person, but seriously that never happened to me. If it did, which I really doubt, I wouldn't rudely say no... I accept my mistakes, I would have apologized.

it was a little while ago. you know what ignore my -rep. i never had any problems with you after it so its good.

Oh. Thank you. If we did ever argue or anything, sorry about that, although I don't recall.

You can delete your post instead of saying ignore it.